Goodbye xxuan.wordpress!

This blog is not turning out how I want it to be. I don’t like this blog honestly. It’s boring and I am not writing in a kind of way that I want it to be. Frankly, I don’t really know what specific ways do I want my blog to be but I am pretty sure I do not want it to be like this.

So here I shall end this blog today. I won’t delete this url as who knows, maybe one day, I get the vibe of blogging and it jus turns out the way I wanna it to be.

There are plenty of ways & avenues where I can release my thoughts, other than blogging. Plus, facebook is a place where u get to see everyone’s updated life ( not much but still there’re still stuff. unless they don’t play with it often but I pretty much do so u can locate me there.)

All the best everyone and love u all! Enjoy life and shall see ya around. 🙂

Wonderful Weekend

I adore this weekend, much due to the company and the vocal workshop which I have attended tonight.

Which should I mention first? Hmmm… alamak. Let me try both at the same time.

Both just sent energy and adrenline to my body. A serious amount of laughter was spent throughout these weekends but the con is that my mouth just ached more and it just feel as if it’s rotting even more. ( I got plenty of ulcers and my upper lip is slightly swollen. )

Okie, I realised I cant do both at the same time so I shall go with the sequence. First up, Clubbing at Double O.

OMG. Many do not really agree with my to my standard of appreciation for the music that was being played that night but I seriously love it. A mix of RETRO and contemporary music.Can u imagine music like dancing queen, mamma mia, spice up your life, single ladies (beyonce), oops i did it again/womanizer ( britney), it’s my life ( bon jovi), larger than life ( bsb) – (I remember I started falling in love with this song when I was primary 5, rollerblading with my best friends at Kallang and then the rollerblading place started blasting this song and there as I “fly” with my blades in the area “with this song”, that feeling just made me feel as if I am outta there. haha.. dumb but it ll be in my head for life ) POKER face ( this is for demon. haha) and many more… the songs that we know and are familar with just kept going on and on and it was so addictive to dance.

Despite one by one of the IT peeps left due to their next day’s commitments, the night ended great still. Gordon went home and the rest of the girls ( just cal and me ) headed to tubao’s house to sleepover. That’s when the day has just started. Trust me. Haha.

At first I was planning to play boardgames over night and I told cal not to sleep and stay up with me, however, I was the first to lie on the mattress and went into that dreamland. The mattress was damn comfy lah! Cos we were so tired from the dancing and with the added bonus – we bathe.. hence we were clean and “aromatic” HAHAHA… and there we just fell asleep.

Was planning to take up at about 7am ( for me ) and 9am ( for cal) but we all ended up waking at 11am plus. HAHAHAHA. Great sleep. I know I even dreamt but I just can’t remember what it is.

THEN, we went to have lunch with Ej downstairs and we headed to douby gaut to shop. I can’t believe my self esteem has reached up to such a level that is on par with Ej cos it was my first time claded in just a haggard t-shirt, shorts, unkempt hair, natural face, one eye with contacts and the other without and teeth was slightly brushed 😛 . Hmm… Still, I think I looked great 😀 Haha.. Gordon and Yensen came to meet us soon after and they caught me sitting on the floor as I was TIRED. We went on walking and even got to Far East to window shop. Yensen and me then headed to Ang Mo Kio for the workshop. My energy level has dropped drastically to about 3 % when we were heading there.

I quickly changed back to my last night’s clubbing clothes ( i even used my top for my towel after bathing at tubao’s house 😛 eww i know..) and then got myself ready for the workshop by stuffing an egg ham bread. It was Amanda Colliver’s workshop. OKie.. if u do not know who she is, go google. I am tired to explain here. Anyway, got to do a small performance in front of everyone and got to know wad are my mistakes and good points in front of everybody, under Amanda’s teaching. Great instructor, except that I find I have no chemistry with her. In a sense that, I feel I don’t connect to her. Hmm.. maybe it’s just the first time meeting and I shouldnt keep comparing vocal instructors with Reuben. Got to change that habit of mine.

Oh well.. got to ask questions about vibrato and range. She actually likes my disgusting vibrato as she commented that “it’s pretty” but I am gonna take some of her words with a pinch of salt 😛 I am still gonna relearn my singing techniques, esp the breathing and the pressure part – voice box.

Got dinner with the best company in the whole world. E and Y. 😀 Ate at Ang Mo Kio food court and we talked. Always adore being out with them 😀 Hehehehehehe……

And finally reached home at about 11.30pm. Hence I am now “nuaning” on my bed, blogging and facebooking. Seeing the photos that we took at the club and listening to elisa and making my mind flow to where it wants to is just a great way of relaxing my body after having physically challenged for the past 2 days. I may sound exaggarating but I have to say my stamina sucks and I haven’t been doing exercise for the longest time and with all those dancing and walking and singing and shopping.. my feet are sore ( u should see the plasters on my feet) and my thighs are aching too. Other than that, I am feeling great 😀

Wonderful weekend for me.

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Happy 24th Birthday Xiaohan! 🙂

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Everything fits

I guess my favourite kind of music is slowly fading into the “out-dated” selection of music in the current generation. I am not old, but I guess my type of music is old. I am seriously still into ballads, still into those really powerful vocal songs. They just make my heart stood still, make me relax, make me feel so powerful.

This. This video is eating up my soul.

I love the stage presence. I love every single human being on that stage. The dancers and Celine. The way the dancers move along with the music, every rhythm, every beat. It synchronise so well that makes me feel that everything is just put together so perfectly. Just like a musical.

Oh my mama.

See through both the dancers and the music. Listen to their movements and all. Heart beats along with the music. Seep into it. U will get it. Perfect.

Busy dizzy weekend!

Straight after this entry, I am going to my revision. Mid sem tests coming. I wonder if i should be learning how to cope with exams anxiety more than learning my notes?

I am soooo freaking busy lately!!!! There are so many things going on and I have yet to settle down quietly in my room to study, especially during the weekends! Hence, I am staying home tomorrow! I have to!

Oh well.. despite me going out to bars and restaurants with friends, these couple of weekends that I have spent with my close friends are pretty awesome I ought to say. Firstly, it was the PinkDot event. It was a damn cool event and I even saw one of my ex colleague there! Another pinkdot family member!

And then on this Friday ( yesterday), I went to timbre with the IT guys. Had a small short birthday surprise for G as we told the waitress to stuck 2 candles on the pizza. However, it came with only 1. But then, I was somewhat impressed by that band last night. They actually responded to our requests ( Polka Face – Lady Gaga) and it definitely leaves a good impression in my head as I just love the way they sing. They were enjoying so much.

Today, we went to The Ship Restaurant to celebrate G’s birthday again. This time it was the usual IT clique. Had a REAL cake and good food.

Next up would be someone else’s birthday. Gosh.. Exams coming… maybe I shall forget planning anything for her? hahahahaha…

Adam Lambert

Awesome voice and range. His voice can sound theatrical ,rock and roll, soulful.. Great talent.

Listen to the LAST PART LAST PART!!!!

it’s 10!!!

I was taking my own sweet time preparing to leave for class which I THOUGHT it was at 11am. I even woke up to watch American Idol and sat at the sofa n watched the TV ( which I haven’t come into contact for months ) for about 30 mins. Then I got up and bathe when the clock ticked to 9.45am. I THOUGHT I was still early for later’s class. Then I blew my hair and packed my bag. I thought about later’s BCS class. It is a 3 hours class and it should end at 4 today. So it means my BCS class would start at 1pm. And there is always an hour break between my POM class and BCS lab. So it’s impossible that my POM class would start at 11am.. if not, where the hell is my break?

I went to check my timetable and then I realised POM starts at 10am. I looked at the time and it was 10. 05am. YEAH.

I was thinking of cabbing down and just attend the class as that Sir always take attendance an hour later after the class has commenced. But then, I just cabbed yesterday and wasted 5 bucks. I don’t have enough money for the month and PLUS, is it worth it to spend 5 dollars on that teacher’s class? I am sorry to sound so mean… but really, sometimes I feel that I am going to class for the sake of attendance and not for the sake of learning anything because I learnt nothing but patience. Be patient with the teacher as he goes talking about how “Pro-family” he is and what kind of experiences he has gone through years back then.

I only like it when he taught us the SYLLABUS and dread it when he speaks about himself.

Anyway, am I comforting myself for the fact that I didnt go to this morning’s class? Hmm.. maybe I am! Still, if I have the chance, I would go because I didn’t want my attendance to look ugly and my mom to find out ( TP will send a letter to my parents if i didnt attend a class without any MC).

Oh well. Whatever right? Just do well for Mid-sem tests. HAHAHAHAHA..

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